King of the Castle 7

There is this guy who goes to many of the small shows out here in Cleveland. He has one of those little flip camcorders. He sets it up in the middle of the floor on a stand and records the whole show. He then grabs a set list from the bands and throws it up on Youtube for free under then name King of the Castle 7. Its a pretty sweet way to revisit shows I’ve been too.

I mention this because last night he posted up the Blood Red Shoes. Go ahead. Go catch the concert I was at. And I have become a huge Sky Larkin fan in the last few days. I bought two CD’s at the concert and another Sky Larkin CD on iTunes. Its a bad habit, that when I find a band I like I go and pick up their whole catalogue. But whatever, they are up there with the Blood Red Shoes. Check them out.

King of Castle 7

VP

I had a dream I was President Obama’s Vice President.  He had just been reelected, except it was a giant inauguration like when he first got elected.  While we are sitting in front of the Capitol Building the First Lady is rushed off stage and down a tunnel.  A few seconds later Obama decides he should go too, and I stay to see what’s going on.

Everyone is either ducking behind a small stone wall or running away.  I don’t hear any gunshots but it seems like people are hiding from a sniper.  I’m looking around but can see anything.  I start crawling around behind some small siderails and all sorts of politicians are screaming and hiding.  I see Secret Service men running by in a large group.  They see me crouched down behind a wall and I hear one say “There’s the VP.  What a joke.  I wonder why he was chosen to be Vice President.”

I took that moment to think about it myself.  Was it for the youth vote?  I didn’t know.  I thought, in my dream, that like most jobs in the world, I wasn’t bad at it.  I actually was stepping up to the responsibility I was going to have as Vice President.  I wouldn’t be a bad Vice President, I’d be good at it.  At the same time I wondered if everyone thought that, and wondered why I was really picked.  Despite being ready and knowing I’d be good at it, I felt inadequate and like I was a joke.

Halloween Review

I even had a costume this year, well something I bought last weekend.  But Halloween, like most holidays, is lost on me.  I’m not one to feel comfortable getting dressed up and going out.  I’m not a big New Year’s person, or July 4th, or Thanksgiving.  It’s just lost on me.  Christmas, Christmas I get.  But that’s the family association I have with Christmas.  (For the last 8 years or so, I see my family in July and again around Christmas)

It could be the places I like.  I like dive bars.  I like pubs.  I like places I can relax and shoot darts.  Places I can sit at the bar and make conversation with anyone around me.  Even those places are usually idiotic on Halloween.  I avoid places where I won’t have the opportunity to sit (unless there are games to be played, darts, foosball, pool, whatever). I avoid places that are overcrowded. Clubs… please shoot me before I go to a club.

Halloween in particular reminds me of why I hate Dave and Busters.  At Dave and Busters there are little running around all over the place while I’m trying to enjoy drinking a beer with my friends.  I don’t mind kids, heck I like kids.  I work with kids.  They make me smile.  But when I’m out with friends for a drink, kids be damned.  Go away.  For some reason, going out to a bar on Halloween, or the night before as the case this year, brings up that same feeling.

So yeah.  I didn’t go out last night.  If you catch me at the right time, mood, whatever perhaps you could persuade me to go out on Halloween.  Girlfriends on occasion have gotten me to dress up and go out on Halloween (I’m a sucker like that).  But going out because its the one night a year you can dress up and go out, yeah…. that doesn’t do anything for me.

May not….




It may not be the end you wanted to the night.  It isn’t a good ending by any means, but it’s not a bad ending either.  It’s just an ending.  One of many possible endings to the day.  And you know what… you made it home.  And if you don’t look forward to getting home then home is a problem.

So enjoy the ending to the day.  Tomorrow is another one.  And who knows how the night will end tomorrow.

Soul Rising

I’m not sure who I was dreaming about, or what I was dreaming about. But in my dream someone handed me a drawing on a small scrap of paper and said “There it is….That’s it.”

When I asked what it was he said “That’s the soul.”

That’s all I remember from my dream, but it was a good one. I think.

Firefly

Take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand
I don’t care, I’m still free
You can’t take the sky from me
Take me out to the black
Tell them I ain’t comin’ back
Burn the land and boil the sea
You can’t take the sky from me
There’s no place I can be
Since I found Serenity
But you can’t take the sky from me…
~Ballad of Serenity
Theme from Firefly,
by Joss Wedon

Best Theme Song I’ve Ever Heard.