So I’ve come over the last couple years to realize how much of an unconscious tactile sensation I sort out.

Strangely enough I sort out satin or silk to fiddle with.  It’s weird I know.  I mostly comes out when I am wearing an untucked shirt at work, or just sitting around with my bag which has a large satin tag.  It also shows when I’m laying down with a blanket that has satin edgings.  I just fiddle with it.

I’m not sure where it came from, it’s definitely not deliberate or something I do when nervous, its just something I do.  When I was in college I had satin sheets (kick ass black satin sheets), and although I no long have satin sheets, I seek it out else where apparently.  Like I said, tags on my shirts, or even (oddly enough) seat belts, particularly when cool or cold.

Its odd.  But I suppose its my quirk.  Its definitely subconscious but I’ve accepted it.