I’m feeling a lonely and contemplative right now. Don’t ask me where it came from. Just sort appeared a few hours ago while watcing “The Nines.” Fantastic movie. If you haven’t seen it, look it up and go rent it. I don’t think it has so much to do with the movie so much as the song towards the end of the movie.
The song is called “The Otherside of Mt. Heart Attack” by the Liars. You can hear it here. Its kind of a calm, progressing song. It sort of builds. And it gets stuck in your head, or at least mine. Makes me quasi-sentimental. Anyways, not having an over abundance of friends out here means that the times when I do feel a little lonely like this I have less options. I more or less take is as a sign to get out of the apartment. Which I am going to do in a few minutes.
I do have things to do tonight. Cleaning, working on the Karamu webpage, scanning in daily drawings (I hate getting behind on scanning, but I always do); all those things can wait. Right now, I’m going out to cheer up a bit. I haven’t decided yet if that means a bar or a coffee shop. We’ll see I suppose.
I can completely relate to you A and how you feel. For me, as much as I feel lonely I also want to be alone – I tend to not want to be near people when I am in a *mood*. I hope you got out of the apartment and that it helped… I am curious – did you end up at a bar or a coffee shop???