August
09/06/09 23:01
August was quite the up and down month for me. Just
in how I feel. Sometimes great, sometimes not so.
I've had weeks where I biked to work every day, and
weeks where I didn't bike at all.
But here we are in September. Which always starts
with a bang. Its weird to think I've been here a
year. And still only have one or two friends I hang
out with on a regular basis. But that's ok. I'm
making some progress. Feeling a maudlin tonight. Just
looked it up. According to the dictionary it means :
Self-pityingly or tearfully sentimental, often
through drunkenness. I'm not drunk. Not really
self-pitying either. In a "blah" sort of way. Isn't
it weird how you can use blah to describe a mood?
Really. Blah: Used to substitute for actual words in
contexts where they are felt to be too tedious or
lengthy to give in full. Interesting. But what word
could I use for the more appropriately. Eh... just
thinking about it has made me a little happier. I was
surprised to find blah in the dictionary though.
Time to make a pizza.