Morning
10/07/09 08:23
Not feeling it this morning. Not feeling like moving
or like getting going. But I showered, and am
drinking my coffee and am getting moving anyways.
I woke up with that song I drew to last night on my
mind. I like waking up with a soundtrack to my
morning. Its a good song. And while I only hear the
song beat and music, the lyrics are there too. But
today I'm going to listen to the score to Battlesstar
Galactica. Its mostly orchestra music, heavy on the
paino and electrical guitar at points to. Electrical
guitar, electric guitar. Electric. Wish I felt
electric, electric implies energetic. Which I'm not
right now.
My sleep wasn't interupted last night, but I had this
weird dream where I knew I was dying over and over
again. But not in my dream. The dream wasn't about
dying. It was about the knowledge I was dying over
and over again. If that makes sense. The sort of
dread that comes from knowing you're going to die. I
don't remember too much, but that feeling was there.
It wasn't upsetting either. I didn't wake up in a
cold sweat or nervous or anything like that. I just
think it wasn't restful sleep. Or I didn't wake up
rested at least. So that's six and a half hours of
sleep down the drain.
Sadly I have my day mapped out already. Work and get
home about 6:20. Leftoever pizza for dinner. Dishes
need to be done. Carpet needs to be vacuumed. Sheets
to be laundered. A drawing. Maybe watch a movie.
Probably play a video game (I've realized I haven't
used many of my video games in years, so I decided to
try them out a bit). And most likely bed around
midnight. Oh, probably check my bank balance and pay
some bills. Maybe through out an application or two.
That's a productive if not depressive evening.