Killing my sister
08/03/09 08:20
I had a strange dream last night. And before you
ask....yes a general update is coming. Tonight. I
promise.
In my dream it was modern day France, but there was
still a king. And he lived in a Keep, with a castle
and all. When the king had to leave he left me in
charge. But I barely knew any French. So I asked my
sister Missy to be my translator. As we stood on a
wall above a small crowd in the castle she translated
a small speech I gave about how this was only
temporary, and how I would do anything drastic, but
just hold strong til the king returned. And Missy
translated it all.
My aide was a woman who I don't recognize. She spoke
some English as well as French. Watching the crowd in
the castle there were some small peasant workers and
some guards and some common folk. After the speech
Mim (what I call my sister) and I walked down the
steps behind the wall and out a small driveway
nearby. She told me she didn't want to be my
translator. It was too tough and was hard to have
expectations to be perfect.
I told her that was reasonable and ok and I'd find
someone else. As we approached a car that was to take
her home she said she forgot her bag back on the
castle wall. She ran back up the steps while I stayed
back talking to my aide. After a few minutes she
hadn't returned and I walked back the driveway and up
the stairs. At the top I saw Mim on the other side
talking to two peasants who were tending a garden on
the top of the castle wall across the way.
She is trying to offer a woman (it was a woman and a
man) some water and the woman is refusing. The man
refuses too. She turns away from them to leave and
quickly the man pushes her off the wall before
turning back to work on the garden. I am hysterical
and run down the stairs past my aide who is coming up
them. I am screaming my sister is dead and run across
the courtyard to where she fell. When I get there her
body is gone. I search all over and start to head up
the stairs on that side to the top of the wall. On
the stairs I pass a new man I've never seen before,
but he has a creepy sort of smile on his face. I pass
him but turn my head to look at him and he's looking
back at me still smiling.
And then I wake. I thought it was strange enough to
write down. Bizarre and vivd like most of my dreams
have been lately. What it means I don't know. If it
has any meaning at all. But bizarre none-the-less.
Now to bike to work.