Up to Date
08/19/09 22:41
Finally got my drawings scanned in up to date. Well
not including tonight's, which I am currently working
on. Been listening to the song Six Different by the
Cure lately. So maybe I parlay off of that into a
drawing tonight.
Found myself thinking about September. My mother
called last week and said her and my father were
tentatively planning a trip out here in September. I
don't know why but I feel blasé about it. Just, I
don't know, not hugely excited. And that lead me to
think about where I am right now. A city with few
friends. No family within 9 hours driving time. No
friends under 3 hours driving time. All by my own
choosing.
Eh. Its Cleveland. While I may have held it over my
parents head jokingly about never visiting me in
Buffalo, at least when compared to my sisters in
Boston, Miami, and San Francisco, I completely
understood. Of course when my parents came to Buffalo
the casino in Niagara Falls was the biggest
attraction for them. That also was a running joke.
But it never bugged me. Really. I don't know... Giant
family functions, large gatherings, never my thing. I
do talk to my family all the time though, but someone
wanting to visit me, eh. I'm not saying that people
shouldn't come visit me, but I understand, and
really, eh. But it'll be nice to see them more than
twice a year.
Numbness. The numbness in my left shoulder has
extended down my arm a little bit. When I broke my
collar bone they had told me there was a chance that
some nerves could be severed in my shoulder when they
put in plate. Well it did, and it just seems numb all
the time. Its really not that big of a deal. Doesn't
bug except for when I have an itch there and can't
feel myself scratch. Maybe I never noticed it before
but the inside of my upper left arm is numb too.
Makes sense. Same area. Makes me think about if I
ever have a heart attack will I know. I mean its not
like my left arm will go more numb.
I just watched a Simpsons epidose. Made me laugh. "Go
Banana" indeed. Josh Wallens is the man. His partner
in crime, much less so.